Leaving Milan. Part 1

this post is intended to recollect many feelings I have about this summer trip. I am leaving milan for a while and it is so long since I left for such a long time from here. I am happy. I don't belong to here and this place where I am now doesn't belong to me at all. I am sitting on my vespa in a car park near milan watching the sky. a cloudy sky full of thunders. it will rain sometimes this night maybe. I'm not escaping from there, I am just going where my senses my expectations and myself are leading me. and this place is finland. suomi. this is not only my birth country.or some idealistic "wonderland" or something like that, this is a place which I feel belonging to me and where I belong to. this is a special trip. polly. polly is a girl. we are walking together for quite a while now, and we are special. it will be a meravellous immersion in a place full of sounds smells things colours. and us. I am in love. yes I am in love.
and I, we, are leaving.
<3